Illustrated by Izzy Sobral
Steps
By Jam Taylor
My hair hangs limp like under-watered weeds
My bones ache with weariness
My teeth scream to be free
They fall from my mouth as I try to speak
I spit blood in the sink.
What is wrong with me?
My tongue wiggles like a worm in the mud
My skin hangs off my face in folds of flesh
My mask is all that stops it from dripping off in rivers of clay
What is wrong with me?
My feet are sore
From the endless, well worn steps
I march on like an ant in a line with everyone else
Hoping that someday I’ll bloom and it will all be worth it.
Others leap up the steps like rabbits
I stop to catch my breath
What is wrong with me?
One stops beside me.
They say
Why are you taking so long?
It is so easy.
Then they hop three steps at a time.
What is wrong with me?
I climb up more stairs
On my hands and knees
Others watch me and wonder why I am so slow.
What is wrong with me?
I see one walking with a limp
She stretches out her hand
And helps me up.
I slow down her progress
But she says
She would rather go at my pace
Than take the trip alone.
She points out a cloud shaped like a flower.
I find that I don’t mind
Being slower than everyone else
And failing at what they find so easy
When I have someone willing to go at my pace.